明天以后

在我的记忆里面有一个你..
在我最痛苦的时候陪我渡过, 难过过了, 天晴朗了, 你就走..
你拯救我的寂寞, 我的痛, 我的梦, 在你的面前, 我不必保留
还来不及对你说, 迟到的我的心动..
我的好, 我的坏..
我的脾气你最懂..
我不要你来心疼我
我不要你离开我
明天的以后, 我们会懂失恋的挫折让人变更成熟..
我对你感觉胜过爱情..
因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气..
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
对不起,
我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天你会找到你的唯一
还微笑祝福你


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my unhappy 19th is coming..

it's near my birthday now.. 2 days more.. but i dont feel very happy and excited.. i saw her back few days ago and we had a long talk.. we become best friend now but i dont know this relationship will last for how long.. i will wait for u.. 108 days passed from the day we broke up.. if that is still not enough, i will wait for few more hundred of days ..

你在那里？

我的生日快要到了。。你记得吗？上一年和你度过我的生日真的很开心。。可以在你的心目中做一天的王子。。但是这一年我就单身潜逃咯。。

dying... i'll stop smoking for sure now..

doctor Wong said that my LUNGS have a bit problem.. a bit means? duno la.. jux felt very pain everytime i cough.. something wrong with my inner organs.. thanks to what? alcohol and marlboro light.. i'll stop smoking from now on.. lungs cancer wei..scary..

happy 22nd to you, dear..

as usual, hope that you are happy for what you are today.. i'm still waiting for you to come back by my side.. i love you

i'm too sick to continue walking..

damn.. juxnow when i was on9-ing.. my nose suddenly bleed non-stop.. i already felt half cold half hot this evening when i was working.. seriously sick.. tomorrow must really need to see doctor, no more joking about it.. i must recover before my birthday and that is on 1st of March 2009.. but, unfortunately i have to work on that day also.. it's not that my boss don't give me permission to off on that day.. but it's because we'll have a roadshow coming soon from 23rd February to 1st March 2009, so the lastday will be my birthday.. must be a hardworking person leh.. no doubt for it.. well, should be celebrating on 28th's night ba with frenz.. anyone interesting plz feel free to inform me ok? thanks ya..

i'm back for work.. dizzy..

sick already la..too sad..

15th February evening i got my commission for a total of RM2695.. at night, i left RM950.. what will you feel when you see your money fade away just like that? i'm too sad about that. furthermore, i argued with my mother when i reached my home. fuck, that night i called my friend out and dragged them to accompany me till 4am.. due that, i'm half-sick in the next morning.. 16th February morning, i accompanied my friend to seek doctor and then i went to hang out with friends till night.. the next morning 17th February, i'm fully sick.. so, what's the conclusion over here? is it i'm sick because i lost around RM2000 or it's because of my friend's flu or what? well, i don't know.. i just know that i'm off from working for 2 days already and that's a really big problem..

很累啊。。救命。。

现在跟之前真的不同咧。。之前做工都不会觉得酱累。。现在升職了真的很不同了啦，工作一大队，大便又多。。哈哈哈，大便的意思就是解决同事和客人的问题啦。。我觉得我自己做得瞒好，但是还是不够好，还有很多事还没有改到。。由其实迟到。。差不多每天都迟到。。现在才懂得什么叫做做工和什么叫做血汗钱。。真的用心和用力做的东西然后看到那个结果的享受，感觉真的不同。。如果她现在可以看到我酱努力的做工，不知道她会怎样想呢？或许她一点都不在乎吧。。她以前很希望我做工会做到好好来的。。money come first in my mind now.. i will put all my effort in both of my work now.. trust me, i will be successful in one day soon.. just wait for me..

你还好吗？

听见你最近生病了。。你还好吗？有好好的照顾你的身体吗？很多问候一直在我脑海中飘过。。我那天遇见了你，看见你一个人在走路回家。。我还以为你每个晚上放工会有你的朋友陪你的？如果没有人陪，我愿意好像以前酱每个晚上都陪你回啊，最重要的是看见你平安回到家。。时世不好，外面很乱，真的很担心你的安全。。还记得上年的过年吗？想起我们之前的一次一起过新年真的很好笑。。很快乐和你在一起。。去拜年，看电影，吃扒，去夜市，拍帖子照，去走街，年初三还可以一起和你去做工，然后又去吃 pizza.. 这些东西你还记得的吗？我很想念你。。