可不可以爱我 ?

可不可以爱我-卢学叡


为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐 还是 寂寞 ?



dear, i hope you can see this and feel what am i feeling right now..
I LOVE YOU..

enjoyed myself this whole week..

although i dun talk with my parents anymore since tat nite (almost 2 weeks ady), but i still have my frenz with me and a lot of activities.. especially with the MKS team which recently i closed-up with.. we went to Hulu Langat Look-Out Point, OS, Pandan Indah durian stalls, Len Seng K-Box here and there..





for dining, we went to Tmn Taynton (Restoran Sin-Mei) and we ordered dishes with rice, 6 dishes and a bowl of soup.. fried noodles at Tmn Cheras Muda there around midnight time.. and an unforgetable moment at Bukit Saga where we had a lot of laughters over there..




on Wednesday, i had my sudden off day due to heavy rain over my place there.. guess what i did at home for the 1st time? i washed my own shirts and pants and dry them up..that was the 1st time i use my house's washing machine.. and that's only after i called my sis and ask for how to use that thing...and at night, i went out with Carmen and Kahyan to Taman Yulek steamboat restaurant.. like usual, we were happy when we talk bout our past-time.. we are planning to eat crabs on the next Friday.. hahaha...








last 2 days my snooker sifu/instructor brought me to Kepong and visited their new snooker center.. wow, it was big and amazing.. 2K Snooker Center, that's its name.. the tables and the environment is really different from what we saw before.. one world to describe.. NICE.. it's been a long time that i didn't see my sifu play snooker.. he and his snooker cue and his car Cooper is really astonishing.. Jealous..



yesterday, i went to play snooker with my frenz back here in Cheras, and yumcha with Kenny and Edmund until 4.30am.. quite sleepy now..




and today, i mean justnow.. my relatives came to find me at Low Yat after they went for my cousin brother's convo ceremony.. i brought them to buy camera and we headed to U-Village for brunch.. i had a Superior Shrimp Golden fried rice, and i can say that i'm really regreted for order that.. it was sucks and expensive.. and damn oily also.. RM18.90 for one plate of fried rice.. stupid lah..







Jinjang-Jimmy

25th July 2009

today is a damn damn busy day and quite tiring one also.. i back home on morning 8.30am after i had my breakfast with my fren at kari kepala ikan cheras there.. i tried not to sleep and then go to work straight away.. i tried to sit-sleeping but end up that i fell down and knocked my head.. haha..

i woke up at 12.10pm and quickly rush to bathroom and prepare everything.. i arrived at office at 12.48pm.. RM18 gone jus lik that.. haihz.. then i start my work.. everything goes well until 2pm and customer by customer start to appear.. i had to help my staffs to key-in those Celcom registration and on the other hand, i need to sell product also.. lolz..



i finish my work at 9.55pm and i wait my fren to fetch me to my ex's house at Tanming cux they are having a BBQ party there.. reached there at 11.30pm and they have finish everything and left cake and watermelon only.. haha..

we went to BRJ Alam Damai to yumcha after that.. lolz.. two days of BRJ with different spot.. i saw Kin Fon at there.. one old fren.. and then i called Ah Tung (bday boy) to yumcha together la.. we went home at around 2am, and duno wat stupid thing happened.. making there's 2 big road block at Taman Connaught and Taman Midah.. rempit punya pasal la kut..




jinjang-jimmy

24th July 2009

hmm..yesterday nite i went out to drink with my frenz until 6am.. so, today i take my offday.. and i called my old frenz to come out for a small gathering.. we (me, Kim Bee, Andy, Leslie and Lester) went to Wangsa Maju BRJ to yumcha.. we yum until 10pm and then we head to T-Bun Cybercafe.. nice meeting them back and had a great time playing Left 4 Dead together.. haha..we went back home around 12am at nite.. but i stayed at Victory Snooker and met a gang of Malay playing lucky ball and i joined the game.. won a bit la from them.. we played until 6.30am.. here u can see, what time do i always sleep everyday.. haihz..

happy 22nd to u again, dear..

22/07/2009

two years ago back from today, we were planning what to do on this 1st month anniversary.. we went to Times Square to celebrate..

last week, when i phoned to u.. im glad to know that u are enjoying ur life so much.. just happy go lucky everyday.. and im happy that u still willing to speak with me on the phone for more than an hour..ur voice will always running in my ear side..

today.. a lot of things happened.. well, i can say that im very touched with it.. since that i had been transferred to another department of my company, im getting used to it one day by one day.. im now working at office, sitting and on9 and key-in things everyday.. my boss let a whole shop lot for me to take over.. i have to set up a sales counter and decorate whatever i need.. and he oways drag me into his meeting room to discuss with sumthing la.. i learnt a lot in this 2 weeks time.. and for lady boss, today she told a word that makes me stunned and speechless.. that's so kind of her for saying that..


tomolo will be my off day lo.. finally can rest.. yesterday i accompanied my fren from 10pm till 7am morning.. cheesin la.. no choice, ppl who broke up with lover sure very down..i felt that kind of feeling b4..



Jinjang-Jimmy

20/07/2009 my blog re-open!!

today's business isn't that good compared to last 2 days and that was wow.. yesterday i went for a drink with some old frenz.. really happy to see them back especially one of them, Suet Theng, who went overseas for few months ady. we talked bout our past memoirs, when we was around form3 tattime.. haha.. and their 2 frenz was quite funny also.. i forgot to ask for photograph section ar.. but dun wry, we might havin one last farewell party on this week.. duno which date yet.. and actually im confusing also la.. cuz this week another one of my fren Lester Low who are goin away also by this week (holiday ends).. one gang of girls.. one gang of guys.. confusing.. and what's more important is.. where to get a car for one day? cuz my car is still inside bengkel kereta yet.. damaged and crushed like hell.. hope that everything goes well by this week la.. plz..


p/s :- glad to blog again..





Jinjang - Jimmy

happy 22nd to u, dear..

again, it's 22nd of the month.. wishing u that u r happy for what u are today.. i will still wait for u.. love you forever