to echynn.. sorry la, i forgot..

ok..this is for that night 14/03/2009 i went out for dinner with my frenz Kah Yan and Xiao Jing.. errrmmm..i had stomache tatday and didnt go for work.. i stayed at home and b a guai guai boy, clean my own room and sweep the whole house.. at night, i went out for dinner with my frenz.. mamak store was whole packed up that night bcoz of the Man U vs Arsenal.. or izzit..? duno whether i saw it wrong or wat? hmm, then we went to those chinese restaurant lo.. u knoe, those place where adults always bring their children for dinner.. order dishes and white rice those type.. hhahahaha, we went in and sat down and duno what to order.. then i jux keep on looking at the TV bcoz the kids over there watching Ben Ten (a cartoon) la.. hahahaha, we had 3 dishes at there.. for drinks, we had THE METAL GUANYIN (tie guanyin tea).. hahaha, we ate until 10.30pm until it started to rain lo.. that's all.. bluek..

8 persons offday today..

walao a..apa macam leh.. 8 ppl off today.. jux me n another 5 persons working.. have to work as salesman, cashier, service warranty department, supervisor, receptionist.. but luckily i had my Pizza breakfast this morning, and for lunch i ate Indo Mee and orange juice..

13/03/2009 offday lor..

i woke up at 10.20am today.. happy that i finally got my off day.. supposing we had already planned to go have our japanese buffet breakfast at Yaki Yaki there at 11am, but we didnt make it to reach there.. me and Karyn reached Lowyat and after parking, it's already 1.10pm.. the buffet ends at 2pm.. then we went to SG.wang and wait for Carmen to arrive.. then we head to Pavillion to find for what we can eat.. ooo, then Karyn suggested Sakae Sushi.. (the people there really sakai la.. when we enter oni, they yelled something called 'shinimase!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' damn fucking loud.. ahahahah.. we ordered a lot of things there.. i really hate the green tea with roasted rice la.. taste like shit.. there, they gave me my bday present that they didnt have chance to give me last few weeks.. haha, a lighter with 'happy bday' word engraved on it.. thanks girls.. after we had our meal, it started to rain.. then Carmen went back home 1st.. and me and Karyn went back to Lenseng.. 7pm we went back to Sg.wang again bcoz she last minute got a job offer tml, so she need to buy a new pants.. hahahahaha.. besides that, i oso need to find my godfather to discuss bout something.. ehehehheeh.. we lepak at TS with Siew Kuan n Penny they all, thought they wana yumcha after this geh, but finally it was canceled.. and then i sent her back home at 11pm sumthing lo.. then i went to find my frenz at snooker centre.. and we played until 4am.. walao a, tired...

11/03/2009 Final Confession

10.30pm after work, when i was at home, i quarreled with my parents on something.. fuck it.. then i went out alone to a place i always go.. bought half dozen of beer, drink by myself.. i drink and drink and keep on drink.. then, i thought of her.. and tried to make a call to her.. she was sleeping that time, but still want to chat with me.. we talked for quite long until my battery was gone.. i confessed to her for the last time, but she gave me the same answer as usual.. she even told me that she had a crush on another guy, which is much more better than me.. she wants a guy that can take care of her, with a steady permanent work, can take care of the whole family, and can make her happy.. when she said that, i knew that i already have no chance of getting her back by my side.. well, it's nothing much but just a sad lonely night.. i promise to myself that i will cry for this girl for the one last time.. i won't cry for her and do something stupid for her anymore.. that's all for it.. she had changed, faster than what i thought.. i hate involving in any love relationship now, because there's no any sweet words that will come true at the end.. we talk sweet everyday, but just ask yourself, do u really do what u have just said..? i love you..i want to marry you, i want to be with you forever.. the word 'forever' here really means a lot.. sensitively spoke by every couple in this world.. but, i trust myself and my feeling.. i still have heart with her.. i love her, the feeling is undefinable.. there's no such forever love in this world.. i back home at 6am morning, and then take a short nap and woke up at 9.50am and get ready to go for work..

exhausted..

i'm very exhausted.. i didn't sleep for one and a half day.. think too much..

今天是十一号

11/03/2009 一百二十天已过去，刚好四个月我们分开了，没有你的日子，我一天比一天过得更难过。。我一直在想其实我是不是很傻，追求一个没回报的事情。。你是否在暗示我些什么吗？那些信息又是什么来的？如果你玩我耍我你会觉得开心，请你坦白告诉我，我会立即站在你面前给你打，踢，玩，踩。。只要你开心。。或许我还没有资格和你谈这些吧。。你认为你还没有看到我有任何改变。。你相信我吧，我不会放弃你的，因为我实在太爱你了。。

The 'Yuan' and the 'Yap' is back!!!

hahaha..today im very happy.. my former colleague Ah Yuan is back to our company to help us.. he will be handling over my job at the Broadband department.. besides that, there's another one of my colleague have been transferred to my counter.. Vincent Yap.. So, there's 4 person working at my counter now.. I jux have to watch them and supervise them for everything they do.. This morning i sent her back home to get her wallet, hahaha..very good har? she forgotten to bring her wallet mah.. then i was worry bout her safety if she needs to go back home alone.. Today's business isn't that good.. just a few hundreds of profit.. My boss and my manager went out for meeting, leaving me alone here in Lowyat branch.. sad.. i had McDonald for my lunch..